Just as I was starting to feel brave and get my hopes up that hospital trips may just be a winter hazard....
Another 3 days in hospital.
Exactly the same scenario as the previous 4 occasions. Exactly the same thing said by the doctor, exactly the same frightening emotions, boredom and frustration and exactly the same ever-so-helpful advice of 'There really isn't anything else you can do to prevent this from happening again'. However, I think, even the doctors are starting to sympathise with the frequency as one look on their faces when they read the notes tends to give it away. This was the 5th admission in 5 months.
Private consultants, constant questions, endless background reading and numerous specialists all say that this is just unlucky and something that we may have to endure.
Meanwhile, the parties planned for end-of term clubs, the week we had planned while James is off, the meet-up with friends all now look dubious as Anna may be too unwell to attend. This feels more than just unlucky... this feels very unfair and very difficult at the moment.
2 comments:
oh i am so sorry to hear this. Am thinking of you. Stay strong. Remember, you all have each other - that is a blessing. And things will get better....
Elsie x
Lou, I haven't popped by for a couple of weeks, sorry to hear you've had another cack time. Ring me when you can
Nic xx
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